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Last night I/we lost a very dear friend/family. For me this is my second goodbye in 6 months-two people whom I love very deeply. We never know when we are going to take that journey. I am deeply sadden by the loss of their physical presence-I celebrate Rex and Ray each and every breath I take. I am blessed to have had the pleasure of bonding with them in this life.

Image

Rex and Ray pouring their wisdom and love

You knew, I knew

your time spent here on earth

was up time to grow more

hard to digest physical death

not knowing the unknown

trust becomes the lead

without it you bleed

time

what is time?

something we count

somehow that seems crazy

moments are forgotten

always pushing forward

breath breathe bask

in moments only moments

too stimulated afraid to still

that would mean to drench

in feelings

like ants crawling on your skin

death takes us out

the dimension of dew

everything surreal

no time

nowhere no-thing

just being

I now feel you always

moment to moment

breath in 

breath out

empty myself

and the universe fills me

fertility 

new beginnings

crown chakra

So much love

 

 

Rip Rex and Ray I love you my friend-you are the best. So much love ♥

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Last night I/we lost a very dear friend/family. For me, this is my second goodbye in 6 months two people whom I love very deeply. We never know when we are going to take that journey. I am deeply saddened by the loss of their physical presence-I celebrate Rex and Ray each and every breath I take. I am blessed to have had the pleasure of bonding with them in this life.

Image

Rex and Ray pouring their wisdom and love

You knew, I knew

your time spent here on earth

was up the time to grow more

hard to digest the physical death

not knowing the unknown

trust becomes the lead

without it, you bleed

time

What is time?

something we count

somehow that seems crazy

moments are forgotten

always pushing forward

breath breathe bask

in moments only moments

too stimulated afraid to still

that would mean to drench

in feelings

like ants crawling on your skin

death takes us out

the dimension of dew

everything surreal

no time

nowhere no-thing

just being

I now feel you always

moment to moment

breath in

breath out

empty myself

and the universe fills me

fertility

new beginnings

crown chakra

So much love

Rip Rex and Ray I love you my friends-you are the best. So much love ♥

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So much love

So much love

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Wisdom-The voice of the Soul

Divided by two worlds caused me to feel lost on the path towards You. Lost between worldly matters and individuals living in another world. Despite the fact that we all share the same space I am finding myself in a place that is no longer mine, a world where my silence is misunderstood and where my road is looked down upon. Such a world, where I am surrounded by many and yet completely alone, as I am unable to connect on a deeper level to those souls around me. I continue to walk towards Your light – such a journey where going back is not an option, while each and every step of the way, my heart is filled hope and faith. And so I fill my days with Your remembrance and each moment with Your praises, yet I cannot help being surrounded by darkness, while I’m dwelling upon a silent melody of loneliness. At such times the distance between me and my prayer mat seems far and away, a place where I have found myself numerous times to be overwhelmed with your Love and Grace, that exact place seems suddenly beyond my reach. And so I call upon You, asking for your Help, Love, and Strength so that I may be showered with your Mercy and comforted with Your words.

And they said dearest one; it is not the road that you seek that is looked down upon. It is their sight that may be deceived, caused by the veils placed upon oneself displaying life as it is through different lights. What might seem right to you might not be perceived by them and vice versa. Always remember that one is inclined to that which one knows, causing the unknown to be rejected and feared upon, for it is not connected to their selves. Ask yourself, why do you blame them for reacting to what they cannot see? When you fail to look inside the hearts of those around you, then how can you judge others for failing to see your true light within? Do not get upset with those who might not comprehend you or judge you, for that argues that you do not understand their way and their sight. Make sure my dearest one that you transform the words filled with injustice and judgments in love by understanding one can only perceive life through his or her glasses. When we want other individuals to understand us and see us the way we are then we must always strive to understand them in return and accept them for having different views, for whatever reasons. Our frictions and differences are our blessings, allowing us to gain experience and reflect upon human relationships, while at the same time allowing us to understand ourselves on a deeper level and those around us. Never forget dearest one that this life is a journey, a journey which we must feel and experience on every level, so we may learn, grow and develop a better self. A journey where we should not seek to dwell in our comfort zone, but strive to reach beyond the barriers and seek the unknown. To love and respect all of humanity, to be compassionated and send our love and light across the globe. Once we can perceive the light those around us and have a strong sense of equality and love for all, only then we are truly living and respecting the life we were given in a good manner.

With my love,

Shaidi

Thank you for this, so much love for this wisdom Shaidi

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